I was pissed yesterday..
3 male colleagues sudden made fun of me, while 2 saying "XX(me) 借你" and another youngster replied with "no, I don't want". Actually, it is not big deal, right? Sure I know it is local Taiwanese culture to make fun of others, like what the entertainment programs do. Bad imitation, I must say.
But how if it becomes 2 or 3 times more? Especially when a lady like me aged at 30 something, at least 7 years elder than them. Some sensitive sentences or words supposed not be mentioned, even though you know I am old enough to get married yet I don't have any special boy friend.
But HEY!!!! what wrong with you I have no boy friend? so that you like to insult me this way?
I didn't scold them but clearly told them they are going too far and I am angry with them. It really annoy me. You can say that they are too young and immature to behave like that. But I never think that a guy who is 20 something, those who has at least graduated from colleage would acting like that, no respect for lady at all.. I must say this is very very rude indeed.
I didn't tell others, especially mars. Sure she will be mad about their words and want to teach them a lesson for me. Yes.. I had been thinking this matter the whole night. Anything wrong with me I can't meet someone when I am still young, so that others can make this fun on me?
There is a point that I am so angry and dissapointed and would like to yell to God. "OK. I decided to keep single FOREVER even if I feel alone? OK?"
It has been very frustrated when I dreamt that I have intimate touch with different gender. O dear Lord, could you please get rid of this kind of lust?
Struggles..
